Through the cloak of darkness

I resurrect my feelings

submerging my self in you

you're scent

you're heat

you're soul

A relapse of another kind

to take control again

my mind races with you

my dreams taunt me with you

Intoxicated i stumble softly

vision lacking stability

i look for you

call to you

but no where you are found.

why have you gone?

why do you torture?

can i be free of you?

and yet the question remains

do I want to be free of you?

aloud i whisper gently

to the clouds and to the rain

why am I numb with out you?

the storm of confusion sets in

reality so far from me

so for now i sleep away the pain

that lacks you in my

life

a few randoms

my heavy eye lids drop in place

extinguishing any light i see

i battle against it for just a moment

not out of fear but curiosity

what has this darkness to offer?

what dreams or nightmares

lie in wait?

the tainted lips speak only lies

as exhaustion comes for the pounce

and the nightmares hit hard

Veins burning

I stand free

of pain

of fear

of shame

the total loss

now rebuilt

determination

now blazing

and tracing my veins

I walk a new path

with a new me

a new out look

and a new

Dream.

addicted

You say one thing while meaning another

the lies infecting my mind

depicting and untangling your web

i'm stuck trapped in your words

words with no meaning, cage me

enslave me

like a drug i want more

more false hope and endless torture

withdrawal is a bitch

reality is just out of my grasp

your infectious words cling tight to my core

fighting my free will

twisting it apart

dismantling my soul

you stand there watching me burn

while you lead me in for more

I beg you to stop

have mercy

pulling away resisting

i'm yanked back by my hair

No denying you

you own me

tainting my blood

you keep me addicted

"untitled"

I hear your voice
with out a choice
i do as i'm told
trying to be bold

of course i'm scared
my control impaired
comfort me please
then start to tease

let it begin then
but only when
i'm scared no more
then show all in store

you know what i need
exactly what i plead
for...inside mind racing
your charm i'm tracing

so I give you all control
right down to my soul
breath you into my veins
let you teach n train

with them baby boys i'm done
i want some real fun
a grown man i seek
to show my inner freak

just take your time
i'm in my prime
move it slow
you are a pro! =D

it don't take much
to tease n such
but what can i say
when my minds a stray

you know what i want know what i need
so you of course can take the lead
make it good make it deep
make the feeling linger n creep

haha

stepping close to me
my heart begins to race
holding ever so gently
my breath slows it's pace

one arm then the other
your body close to mine
asking please just another
you pull me forward so fine

my veins they scream for more
my mind taken over so fast
a feeling straight to my core
wanting it again to last

breathing you in to my soul
with no one else around
we both can see you have control
while i'm making not a sound

holding my breath absorb you in
and let my body go
something so great like a sin
as the shivers start to grow

feeling your heat against me
you steal my soul away
no resistance so willingly you see
as my mind starts to stray

a fantasy overcomes me
in my mind i can't ignore
you and me a bed you see
so curious what you have in store

working on

take what you know of me
and use it as you please
you can take all control you see
while i'm down on my knees

seduce and over power me
and give it to me right
a feeling that is free
with out a single light

make me want it without regret
force it through my veins
o just wait i'm not done yet
i'll do what I've been trained

take me and break me
make my legs go numb
tease me and please me
until i finally cum

make it rough and deep
rubbing, sucking, biting
a chill continues to creep
as i start a lil fighting

face down ass up
my favorite way to go
against the wall hold me up
make the good feeling grow

on the bed slow it down
make me your lil whore
with a pillow hiding any sound
while i feel it to the core

hot and steamy...hahah

the flirting and teasing
only leading up to pleasing
but the dangerous feeling
my control you are stealing

take it all and take me too
make it good make it new
feel the force feel the pain
wanting more with no refrain

to the next level we go
just going with the flow
make it hot make it rough
give it to me till I've had enough

make it deep make it hurt
mix it up take off my shirt
hold me down tease me more
show me all you have in store

ropes and cuffs tight as hell
you've drawn me in under your spell
take it deep make me wet
none of this with out a net.

holding on so close to cum
my legs for now have all gone numb
close my eyes absorb you in
feels so good it's like a sin

start again take it slow
show me things i didn't know
on or off with the light
tease me with a little bite

on the bed or on the floor
make me feel it to the core
changing it up for more pleasure
on your back so i can measure

with my tongue i have some fun
tease and suck till you cum
lean into me push and press
i only swallow to avoid the mess

© By HetheR



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